When I wanted it the most i.e last year and it was not given to me, anything after that, doesn't excite me anymore. I must confess I still struggle with trusting God and His blessings for my life. I fear to hope and yearn due to the disappointments. The 'no' and 'wait' loom larger than the 'yes'.
What I look forward now is the new pay in April. Guess the promotion is timely in view of the financial goals set for the year.